One Apple A Day #685 - now, here, breathe
Some days, I feel lost. I keep reading inspiring articles about how this global crisis will change the world, on how it will change us at every level. I hear predictions and suggestions on how we should prepare for the aftermath. I've been asked, and I ask powerful questions. And in the meanwhile, I've been doing plans, creating things, having conversations on what we can do and how. I can feel the excitement for what this massive and global change will bring. Then, some days, I just feel lost.
As if in my looking forward, in my effort to prepare for tomorrow, I've forgotten my today. Yet, life is happening today. And in this today, I don't know. I don't know what will happen tomorrow. I don't know how the world will be. I don't know who I will be. I don't even know when it will be tomorrow. I have no answers and maybe not even the right questions.
In these moments, I feel the need to stop and stay. To stop asking, searching, thinking, doing, making sense. Just stay. Stay with what it is, with who I am. It is not the moment for future goals, for prediction, for long term plans. I just want to be present. Now, here. Nowhere. Breathe.