I am confused.
I keep exploring in search of answers and clarity.
Yet, the more I learn and discover, the more I am doubtful.
So many times, I discover something new, and I think, "that's it, that's the truth". But then I keep seeking and digging, and I become aware that there is more, that truth that looks so simple and clear is the door to more complexity and ambiguity, and I'm left with more doubts than before.
It happens so often.
Yesterday I saw a post on social media, and I thought, "that's it". Tomorrow morning I'll write about it.
The post's author argues that we design our lives around our work in our society and asks if it shouldn't be the opposite.
I want to write about this because I have felt the same for a while now. Our life habits and rhythm are designed to fit our work, our cities are often designed around factories, and so on.
But then I dug deeper. And I realized that it is way more complex than this. For a significant part of humanity, this is not an option because work is about survival. But also in first world countries, work is often how we realize ourselves and our potential.
So, again, I have more doubts than before.
Perhaps doubts are the price of seeking the truth.