#1452 - for what?
For what?
Do you ever ask yourself this question?
I do.
I do it when I'm struggling to get results; when I'm tired, yet I can't see the destination; when things don't go as planned; when I feel like I'm not making any real impact. And even when I get the results, I achieve what I aim for or arrive where I want; even then, that question pops up.
All that struggle, the fatigue, the pain for what?
It's a powerful question that can crush or lift me.
If I can't find an answer, then the pain multiplies.
But when I find the answer, new energy spreads from within, and I feel on top of the world.
It all comes down to finding the answer to that question.
An answer that may not come in words or logical sentences. More often than not, I feel it more than knowing it.
It's also an answer nobody can find for me. Sure, I can ask for help, and I do because I easily get trapped in the stories I tell myself. But nobody can give my answer; they can only help me open the veils of my own stories to see better. The answer, however, is mine to find.
And so it doesn't have to make sense to anyone else but me.
If we have our own 'why' of life we shall get along with almost any 'how'. — Friedrich Nietzsche