Yesterday afternoon, I was walking and observing the skyscrapers around me. And I thought, "I love being in a big city", and at that moment, I felt the desire to get lost somewhere remote in the countryside. I'm always like that. I'm a nomad, and I would never leave my nest. I love people, and I want to be alone. I am lazy, and I do a lot of things. I am happy and melancholic. I love silence, and I talk a lot. Unquiet and zen. Rational and impulsive. Peaceful and violent. Disciplined and self-indulgent. Linear and non-linear. Spirit and matter.