#1291 - weakness and doubts
I'm lost for words this morning. My energy is low, and I'm not feeling well again. And that adds a hint of bitterness to the spectrum of emotions I'm experiencing. Because it is the third time in two months, and I have a few important things coming up this week. Lastly, I don't know what to write this morning.
Not the best state of body, heart and mind to source ideas and words.
Yet, I know that if I do my practice, somehow I will feel better.
I just read a quote from none other than Sigmund Freud.
"Out of your vulnerabilities will come your strength."
So, maybe that's what this is all about.
Acknowledge my weakness and vulnerabilities, so they can't hold me down and absorb my energy.
Anytime my energy is low, doubts surface.
As if they were silently lingering in the shadows.
Waiting for a moment of weakness to come out and eat up my conviction and confidence.
They whisper in my head.
Maybe you should give up. These are all signs that you shouldn't do this or that. This is not for you.
"Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will." ― Suzy Kassem
But not today.