#1276 - let the rain fall
It's still dark.
And it's raining.
I fell asleep during my meditation.
I woke up half an hour later after some weird dreams left me confused and worried.
And with no ideas.
Nothing.
Just noise in my head.
I have to push myself more than usual to start the timer and sit down for my writing practice.
It happens.
I should be used to it by now.
But I'm not.
The pressure to perform is always there, looming in my mind.
Isn't how most of us live?
You have to perform, be productive, make some steps forward, do something and be a little better.
Every day.
Yet, some days it just rains.
And I don't want to be better, move forward, or make a difference.
I just want to stay still.
To do nothing.
To let the rain fall.
To let the day be.
Yet, here we are.
Me, writing like I do every morning.
And you being you, and doing your things.
Like the sun, that comes out every day.
Even when it rains and we can't see it.